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Tom Cruise Brought Me In. Charlie Kirk Got Me Kicked Out.

3 things I learned + bonus video

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Andrew Gold
Apr 16, 2026
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Amir Essalhi joined Scientology as a teenager after being inspired by Tom Cruise. He worked his way up to become a senior executive inside the organisation - and then got punished with unpaid manual labour for speaking to a former member on YouTube. He’s just left, and this is the first time he’s spoken publicly about what he saw from the inside.

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3 things I learned:

  1. Tom Cruise personally lobbied Tony Blair to get Scientology tax-exempt status in the UK. He would fly in and wine and dine senior politicians. It didn’t work — but he tried.

  2. The punishment for breaking Scientology’s rules is physical labour. Amir spent a day carrying weights up and down a 1968 spiral staircase, unpaid, as punishment for watching a YouTube interview with a former member. Senior executives have been made to scrub floors.

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  3. Scientology auditioned women to be Tom Cruise’s girlfriend. Church members were put through a selection process to find him a partner. One of them — Nazanin Boniadi — had no idea what she was being recruited for until she was already in the relationship.

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